Steps towards goals!

Two more days and month three is done! My goal was to be down 30 lbs by now... I lost control this month, ate tons of crap and didn't lose a pound, so I'm dreading reporting to the chub club! AHHHH! I did continue to walk/run at least three times a week however and that has saved me from gaining all the weight back. This morning I went to Hyrum and tried out Curves, the "women only" gym. I don't know what I think about it though...not sure it worked me out enough???? I also walked/ran today, so I feel pretty good about that. I'm finding more and more just how important exercise is for my mental health. Its a constant battle trying to lose weight...I just hate it so much! On the positive side.....at least I am healthy enough to even be able to workout. I'm very grateful for that blessing. With that said, I have another goal. I just started saving money for a camera......I'm going to follow one of my dreams. :) I want the Nikon D90. They say it takes fabulous pics, plus a bonus, it takes videos. It's not cheap! I have no experience with SLR cameras, but I've wanted to take a photography class and learn how to take great shots for years, so ....that will be a great excuse! Goals are tough to stick to, but I'm not giving up! Lao Tzu, a Chinese philosopher, said, "The journey begins with a single step." I'm taking steps.... so Good luck to me!